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Diary of a madman.


Last night it happened... It finally happened and I got away with it.

So far anyway.

I have been watching her for so long now, dreaming of her, wishing for her.
Then yesterday I was following her from the old bar up by havenswood near slider creek. I kept my distance but I could hear her feet slapping the ground, she had removed her shoes.
The sound of her skin was unlike anything I've ever heard before.
As she turned onto the dirt road leading to marine road, it just happened. Before I knew it my feet were pounding the ground and I was racing toward her. I knew my breathing was loud but I didn't care. In that moment all I cared about was reaching her.
She heard me coming and started to run, the stupid bitch headed for the woods... Perfect... For me anyway.
There was a moment when I thought she was getting away but I knew this was my one opportunity, she wouldn't walk alone again. So I ran harder and before I knew it, I had her. I slammed her against a big fucking tree and she dropped.
Now the question was, do I kill her quickly or do I take my time. It was still late but those fucking teenagers are known to frequent the woods on the weekends.
I waited for her to wake up, took a couple minutes. She was dazed and confused, she tried to stand but couldn't, this was amazing.
My heart was racing, I was shaking.
I told her she ran into a tree, she didn't understand, I told her it was ok I was here to help.
She looked around confused trying to understand.
I picked up a big rock, this big fucker just happened to be there as if it was waiting for me.
I slammed it down on her head and she went limp. I pressed my ear against her lips... Oh her soft lips.. I could've kissed them but there wasn't time.. I could hear people in the  distance.
I wrapped my hands around her throat and squeezed and squeezed and didn't let go.
She twitched a bit but never woke again.
Once I was sure she was dead I stood over her, smiling. Grinning. Giggling like a child. I couldn't believe it, it was an awakening. I felt power for the first time in my life... I felt... Reborn...


Today a woman asked me for the time. We got talking for a while.
Lindsay... Rolls off the tongue doesn't it?
I'll be seeing her again.
Diary of a madman
Just trying something new, seeing if I could imagine what it would be like for a first time killer writing in a journal.
Glass stained eyes rise from behind the ashes of twisted thoughts.
A simmering pot of dull grey resting within the shadows of a colourful world.
My body, a hollow shell of the life it once held.
False smiles fronting a blank emotionless stare.

Depression is a daily struggle.
It is just as every bit real as alcoholism or gambling.
It will never go away, but can be dealt with to the extent of living a normal life.


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AlexzBlue Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2017  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
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